Teen Vouge

I just sent in my subscription for Teen Vogue. I don't really give a damn about the fashion, I'm in it for the models, baby. Have any of you seen the inside cover of the December/January issue? So beautiful. Creamy skin, high cheekbones, fucking FLAWLESS fave overall. 3590296/10. In 2 days I post some pictures, will ANYBODY freaking comment?

On the plus side of all of this, I've managed to skip dinner for 2 days in a row. WooT! I should be a butterfly on a sunny day for all my hard work for avoiding my parents, but I'm wayy to fat to be there yet. I give some props to my pro-ana e-mail buddy Emma for keeping me going.

I'm eagerly awaiting the next Teen Vogue. What will it have in store for me next?

This Sickness

For the past day, I haven't been feeling quite as well. I don't know what's caused it, stuff is going around. People say that it's the winter flu, but I never count January as "winter". I always think of it as very early spring.

I'm afraid to step on the scale. For three days it's been hurling insults at me from my bathroom at the top of the stairs. Suggestions? There is this book that I just can't put down. It's not a ana book, but it's great. Perfect Chemistry by Simone Elkeles. Isn't Simone a great name? If I ever have a kid (which I probably won't), I'm going to name it Simone.

"Vegan"

So as of New Years, I am a VEGAN! This will make it mucho easier for me to eat anywhere, home, school, family. I'm in this with Emily. Did you know that people will actually KEEP YOU FROM EATING if it's a socially good reason? It makes me wonder what people think of the pro-ana movement. Whatever, they can just fuck off.

Pictures

Results! Sorry if they hurt your eyes, I've been blessed with being fat AND ugly.





Don't look at my face. >.<




Thunder thighs!!




Look at that GUT! It's HUGE!!

Results

As of Monday, I am going vegan. I'm sure that my parents will ask questions, but I have answers for them. I'm really nervous about it, but Ana will watch over me.

Tomorrow I'm posting pictures. I'm really sorry if I burn out anyone's eyes. I think I can edit the Rainbow Diet so that it fits my vegan agenda. I hope this works!