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Fat Cow

Guess who binged today? Me. Guess who can't purge it back up? Me. Guess who's a failure? MEEEEEEE. So, with the ABC diet in RUINS, I have decided to revert back to the Rainbow Diet. Tuesday is yellow so, without further ado, my Tuesday schedule!

Breakfast- 1/2 banana 52.25
Lunch- 1/2 banana 52.25
Dinner- 1/2 banana 52.25

And the day's total is....

156.75!

Over a hundred, but still. It's not much if it means I can be like Ana. Nice and skinny.

Rainbow Diet My Butt

So the Rainbow Diet was a fail. What do you except? It's in the blog description. After my dad forced 2 potato rolls down my throat, I decided on the ABC diet instead. The potato rolls are 90 each, so I'm at 180 right now. I'll leave myself 20 more calories for failure. >.<

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Rainbow Diet

I haven't eaten anything today, but it's still pretty early. I don't really plan on fasting, I haven't prepared enough. Yes, I prepare for a fast. Eating lots a veggies and fruits, and slowly reducing the calories. So today, it's time for a rainbow diet. Today is Sunday so today is green.

Breakfast: 1/2 cup grapes, 57
Lunch: 1 cup lettuce, 5
Dinner: 1 cup lettuce, 5

So the days total is 67 calories. Not bad, eh?

I have the entire week planned out, and I wrote it down so I can take it to school. I'll have to be careful though, because my friend Emily is a vegan, so she'll know the calorie count of everything. But I'll have the excuse, "I'm going vegan", so it's all good

The FAT Diaries

Welcome to the Fat Diary. My name is Lauren, and I'm 13 years old. I've been Anorexic for 2 1/2 years, and I intend to keep it that way. I have no intention of going IP, and I don't want to get better. This blog is pretty much my escape route. The internet is all I have left for the means to telling the world about me. I live with my controlling stepfather, my mother, my stepsister, and 3 cats. Missy, Jake, and Bella. My friends are..... weird. Anna, Morgan, Ciara, Emily, Aurora, Katie, Adam, and Missy the Cat. I write this from my laptop in my room. I exist in my head. I am completely insane, fat, depressed, and alone. But please, feel free to join me.