This is seriously fucking it. I can't fucking stand my life, myself, my friends, and my stupid, son-of-a-bitch step father.

I leaving.

Really. I don't think I will ever come back to this blog again. I am going to reset my entire fucking life. Quit this bat-shit insane idea that I will ever be fucking pretty, or thin, or anything for that matter, besides ugly and stupid and -according to my step father- a disappointment. Goodbye.

Leave

Just for a short while. Maybe a week. But life at home/school just isn't really up to par, and I want to fix things. Who knows, maybe things might just righten out by themselves.
Aside from that, I'm going to see Remember Me with Emily and Ciara. I hope I don't go fucking crazy.

Whatever

I give up:

being fat.
getting along with my parents.
freaking giving a shit about my grades.
really caring about my life in general.
bitching to my friends about my real dad because I finally fucking realize that he's just not there anymore.
keeping my life in perfect fucking order.
keeping up my happy-go-fucking-lucky façade to please people.
giving a damn about anyone, or anything.

Bad Me

Yes, I'm such a bad blogger. Haven't posted those damn photos. GR. So, I'm going to post them over the weekend.

So, I'm really bored right now. I'm trying to do a little bit of research on myself, like when I eat and what triggers me to eat. I don't really think it's working, because I just like to eat and get fat. Merow. (Angry cat noise)

This is a random question, but how many people like murder shows? Like, Criminal Minds, CSI, Cold Case, and Cold Case Files? Frankly, I like all of them(: